Dark soul

I just realized that i push people away, that I push things away.

This guy does everything for me, to win me for him. And he’s nice and lovely and shit but I guess the only reason i don’t even want to try it because I don’t want to get attached. Same with animals. I don’t want them, cause I don’t want to get attached and then they die. Also my mom is never home, but when she is I make sure that i’m away so i can’t get too attached so I would miss her if she’s gone for a few days.

So….. time for a ciggie